It's my purgatory really. Dinner , drinks whatever. Never really all that interested, but I find myself telling her how beautiful she is anyway. 'Cause it's true, all women are, in one way or another, you know there's always something about every damn one of you, a smile, a curve, a secret. You ladies really are the most amazing creatures, my lifes work. But then there's the morning after, the hangover and the realization that I'm not quite as available as I was the night before, and then she's gone and I'm haunted by yet another road not taken.