Lies , lies , pretty lies.

I stand now here , its 1 am
I'm thinking clear of what happened
I can't describe now how I feel
Because it's dark , because it's real

It kills me when I'm thinking
That I was nothing , I was living
With such a person by my side
Who never cared , who never tried

To make things right , to make me feel
Alright or just , to think it's real
It was a lie , corrupting me
And not permitting me to see

But now the truth is crystal clear
I was her joke , she had no fear
But life goes on , it always does
Time does not wait , for lonely slugs .