Live goes by too fast

The life we live is underrated
The people just keep on forgetting
What being alive means
They seem to be just like machines

They follow huge patterns in life
They don't stand out , they are not might
They follow schedules , go by the book
Never stand up , get off the hook

They forget what is most important
They change , forget , don't live the moment
They just think too much and do nothing
Life passes by , they hear it shouting

They die regreting that they not
Do everything that they have thought
That is impossible but trully
It never is , their the one rulling

Friendship

Whenever times are hard and cruel
You find a friend who's like a jewel
Who always tries to make it right
When you're doing mistakes in life

He gives all up , throws all away
To help your ass , to be okay
He never wants things in return
Just to be there when you're alone

He doesen't love you for your qualities
But for the way of your mentalities
He's always there , even at night
Supporting you with his whole mind

But most important is his heart
Who does good this when you've been wronged
Replaces love you not long had
Ressurects you when you are damned

He washes away all your fears
Cleans your face from all your tears
He raises you from down the floor
And flies with you above all whores

Hate.

Pain , destruction of the soul
It's empty , dead , it's never full
It stings , it rips , it kills from the inside
The suffering , in the end , it purifies
The rott and wretched human beings
So selfish , self-conceited livings
They deserve  not even a death
But life in burning , molten ash
To rot and suffer for eternity
To realize that they are guilty
For what among themself is happening
That they corrupt and kill for nothing
But own self interests and need
They only cut and others bleed
That wheels spin and turn around
That they will suffer too , be damned
And no one will give them a hand
Will leave them there for what they've done !

Ending chapter

As days pass by I'm feeling better
I find out you we're never greater
Than truth itself , you always lied
And to decieve me , you have tried

But now it's over , I'm awake
What you will say will go to waste
You we're a bitch , behind a mask
And what we had could never last

I'm moving on now ending what
Was nothing but a script to act
You had your part , you played your role
And in my heart you put a hole

It's filling up , it's shrinking
My friends will alway be here with me
They never act their something else
They never will be big mistakes

But you will suffer with the time
You will regret that you're not mine
And I will walk away from you
You will regret , I promise you

Regrets

I said goodbye to you
I left your hand and let you go
My heart was broken , insecure
But time dear , will heall all slowly but sure

I looked into you greeny eyes
I saw right through them all your lies
My soul began to cry and fade
I had it all but never trully had ..

Your long blonde hair , it was your armor
From all my spells to make you mine
You feinted it and you had escaped
My rotten arrow full of love and hate ..

Regrets still haunt my hollow soul
But there is nothing I cand do for sure
I will never forget your smile
You were here but just , for a while ..

Lies , lies , pretty lies.

I stand now here , its 1 am
I'm thinking clear of what happened
I can't describe now how I feel
Because it's dark , because it's real

It kills me when I'm thinking
That I was nothing , I was living
With such a person by my side
Who never cared , who never tried

To make things right , to make me feel
Alright or just , to think it's real
It was a lie , corrupting me
And not permitting me to see

But now the truth is crystal clear
I was her joke , she had no fear
But life goes on , it always does
Time does not wait , for lonely slugs .

Death

Two people carrying a coffin
Inside it lays a white , dead body
Without no soul , without no life
It's cold , it stinks , it's all so bright.

Down to the cemetery they go
To put him two feet down below
For him to rest in peace and rot
Cause everybody loved him , not.

He's gone , his life ended so shortly
From all the suffering and guilty
He took his life with his own hands
Relieved the world , finished what he began .

No one mourns his tragic faith
No one cares , he did not die in vain
He had no purpose and no future
Surounded by darkness and vultures .

Hope

There is a time in life
Where in the dark , comes a spark of light
That wakes you up , gives you a hand
Shows you that life has just began ,

That not all things need to be tragic
That all in life has it's own magic
It happens with a hidden purpose
To all of us , you just don't know it .

Just when it hits you right up front
You're thinking "WHY!?" , you think it's wrong
Just let time pass and show you that
All things mean something , you'll find out .

The only thing you will regret
Is that you will never forget
All the things that you didn't do
Your heart will cry , it will turn blue .

But nothing's lost , life just goes on
Without some people or their love
But their will be some other days
You will feel better , will feel safe .

Emptiness ..

Its cold and it's raining
With all that happened , it feels so overwhelming
I hate november 'cause it's so cold
It's always crying from the sky
Resembling me , dark like the night .

Iternal bleeding everlasting
There's no blue sky , it's just the lightning
Ripping to shreads all that I am
Making me suffer , wanna hang
But there's no need 'cause I am dead .

It's hard to find another meaning
For my whole life , for my whole beeing
Because she took it all away
A hollow me is what remains
Comparing to my former self ...

Maybe one day I will wake up
Cleansed , fulfilled and feel alive
And find the meaning for my living
To be apart with all my being
Of something more than just myself ...

Green eyes.

Oh green eyes , look what you do
You make me love you and do anything for you
You make me wanna go across the town to see
Your pretty face ,just because it means everything to me .

When night comes in the bed I lay
The night's so dark , only you remain
Across my mind , across my thoughts , across my brain
Inside my heart , inside my sould , forever you will stay .

As morning comes I wake up and I think of you
If you woke up , If you're allright , it's what I always do
As I prepare myself and go slowly to school
My heart beats faster knowing that it will see you .

As time goes by and nightfall comes we go away
To our homes , each following his road , going separate ways
My heart cryes for a moment knowing that it will miss you presence
Still , another day will come and we shall meet again my precious .

                                                           Everything has a true meaning .

Death from above

God dig your graves and do it fast
Revenge is coming everlast
There's no escape , it'll take you down
You all are dead , don't see it now .

It's coming down , it's full of hate
You can't repell it's fiercefull blade
You're finished right up from the start
You won't survive , now ain't that sad ?

You had your chance to do things right
Always refusing all the light
Now darkness hungers for your soul
It's coming for you , you're alone .

It's armageddon , all shall die
There's no returning to the light
It's over now , you bleed in vain
Youre gonna die , youre gonna fade.

Darkness lies before me ..

Lost inside a world of pain
I don't know what is now in vain
I have to find out who I am
I need some space , alone in my tragic place .

I walk this world alone in silence
No light just darkness , full of violence
I cannot see what lies before me
Except my suffering , nothing's holy .

It's sad but funny how this world
Changes , shifts , it's like a whole
Where people trap themself inside
Ignore the truth , embrace the lie .

And when they find out how it goes
To be betrayed , to feel exposed
They will come back and beg forgiveness
And be ignored , and be diminished .

Discoveries .

Night , I lay , I'm thinking , nothing seems to make sense anymore or is it just me ? It's like a washing machine , sequences of events just keep twisting me , corrupt me , changing me , making me be anything except me . Few solutions , alot of problems , unequal relationships .. Weird . When you think you finally did something comes a "little" thing that cuts your flying start , that softens up your legs , that slowly takes you to a tragical ending .. What a pity .

A burst of hate.

My mind is fucked up like a maze
My body's burning like a blaze
I feel it shaking , feel it fade 
Inside my veins , inside my brains
It's starting to incinerate 
My body right before your face
I'm gonna die , not be okay
I'm gonna lose it , it's to late 
It's all around , it's point blank range 
Now just fuck off ,prepare for RAGEE !


Mindfucking , so ironic , I am dead
Don't think it's funny 
You may not be exactly me
Because I'm dead and you are free !


Before the beast I stand alone
Chained inside my hollow soul
Where nothing stands , where nothing breathes
From where the beast will now escape
And harm the people that I hate
And make them suffer , make them pay
That's my resolve , that's my escape !


Mindfucking , so ironic , I'm not dead
Don't think it's funny 
You may not be exactly me
But now I'm living and you're bleeding !


Bruised and cut and filled with hate
Before my eyes you stand afraid
Escape's not coming now for you
You're gonna die I promise you 
And as my sword of vengeance cuts
It's time to make you feel and see
The suffering that once was me .


Mindfucking , so ironic , Now I'm alive
I think it's funny
That once ago there was a me
That now is you and now Im free .